As I've mentioned, or think I have, I someday want to love running. Seems simple. Well, I think I've arrived. I say this for a couple of reasons. First, because I've had three wonderful runs in a row and second because I am now running more than I'm walking. Yes, the day has finally come where the watch was set to run for 2.45 and recovery was lowered to 2.40. Not a big difference to some - but to J and I - HUGE!
Now I consider myself a runner whereas before I thought I was 'cheating' calling myself a runner when actually I walked more than I ran. This new found feeling is extremely exciting and I'm having trouble containing myself and not going for a run today. Could this be love?
The other day someone asked me how long it took to turn this corner. I must confess, it's taken much longer than I had anticipated. We've been on this journey for three months now. Though it's taken longer than either of us had hoped, we've arrived strong and though some days fraught with soreness and doubt, there have been no injuries. That's the important part - no injuries.
As J and I were running the other day, we acknowledged that we CAN do this. For me this has been a real struggle. As I tire during an interval I look at my watch to see how much time is left. Then I panic. J was the one who noticed this in me. Once she brought it to my attention, I began focusing on NOT looking at my watch. For the most part it worked. Yay J!
Monday, after our run, J commented that now when I call out 30 seconds she knows she can continue. Likewise, when I see there's a minute left, instead of quitting, I know I can make it. Again, this is huge for me as I'm not one who's 'masochistic' as J so aptly puts it. I've not been able to push myself past a certain point. The fact that I can hold on for another 60 seconds is a major improvement.
Perhaps that is why I'm so happy now -- I'm past 'I can't' and now believe I can.
Stay tuned to see if this is real love or just an infatuation :)
Happy Running!
Go US!
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